Sunday, November 22, 2009
young love and fake doggie doo doo
"well, you can't have a roller coaster for christmas zach, because where would we put it? but maybe we can go somewhere that you can ride a roller coaster. how about we have your birthday party at a place like that?"
"no, we have to have my birthday party at austin park and pizza, because that is where i told sammy it's going to be and i love sammy, she has to be there."
"sammy? who is sammy?"
"she is the most beautiful girl i know. she is prettier than beautiful. i love her so much it makes my stomach hurt."
"um, wow. who's class is she in?"
"she's in my class. i like to sit next to her because i love her, and she is nice and pretty. she is my kiss heart girl. i squeeze love'n to her. i just love my sweetie love heart girl!"
"okay. i don't know who that is, what color is her hair?"
"it's yellow, and her eyes are blue. she is the prettiest girl in the class. she's prettier than beautiful."
"yes, i know. okay."
long silence
"okay then mom, i want fake doggie doo doo for christmas."
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
captain underpants!
"what about this one..."
"mom, we have three books already."
"i know, but look at this one."
unexpectedly he was drawn to chapter books. i wasn't prepared for this. chapter books, at his age? there are no pictures! surely he couldn't be interested in reading a chapter book.
but he was persistent. he wavered over a few different series... but settled on captain underpants. i believe it helped that the cover is of a boy in only underwear and a cape.
could i do this? chapter books... already? i gave in and we began reading the series instead of our usual stack of colorful and clever stories.
if you don't know about the books, they star two mischievous young boys who, among other things, write comic books. their most popular books are of the superhero, captain underpants. to my surprise, zach has been enthralled, anxious to go to bed at night and hear the next installment of captain underpants. i have really enjoyed them as well, and have been reminded that you don't need pictures to have a colorful story.
today, as i was working, z kept coming up to me with atypical questions..."mom, how do you spell hit?"
"mom, what letter makes the uh sound?"
"mom, can you please write this word for me?"
i wasn't sure what he was doing, but it seemed educational.
tonight, as we snuggled down to read, he presented me with his very own comic book. written and illustrated by zachary.
amazing. simply amazing!
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
the incredible shrinking woman
do you remember that movie... i barely do.
so maybe i'm not incredible... but i AM shrinking. yep. all my life i've been 5'8"... every time i had to go to the nurses office for one of those school weigh in's i was 5'8". all throughout my pregnancy i was 5"8".
Thursday, August 27, 2009
33
z did quite well this morning. we walked to his class, and i stopped to visit with his teacher about hot lunches. he put his folder away and sat down next to the wall with all the other kids. i walked back down the hall and said, "bye zach." he ignored me.
whatever to him.
thanks mom, dad, steph, brad, and grace for such a wonderful birthday dinner. love you all.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
day two of the kinder journey
"good morning zachary!" his teacher called out. he gave her a big smile. good sign. "take your red folder out of your bag and place it in this box. that's our first step every morning."
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
first day of school...first day of school...!
zach wasn't quite as excited as little nemo was to go to school. although, he was pretty pumped about getting to use his new spiderman lunchbox. in fact, that seemed to be the only thing that brought a big smile to his face whenever we discussed school.
it's been hard to read if he has been anxious or excited about starting kindergarten. from what i can tell, it hasn't seemed to phase him much. he's pretty good about just going with the flow of things... and i think he's just taking every new adventure in stride.
even though he went to bed early last night, i couldn't get him out of bed this morning. i had to lift him up and set him on the sofa... still half asleep. finally, he got dressed but was still grumpy enough to throw off his shoes and socks three times before finally allowing me to secure them to his feet. he went to bed earlier tonight, so we'll see how it goes in the morning. he hates wearing shoes, so i may have to deal with that for a while.
i was so preoccupied in making sure that he had his nap blanket, water bottle, two healthy snacks, packed lunch, and change of clothes that i totally forgot to grab my camera. luckily for me, his teacher is AWESOME and she emailed the parents a power point first day slide show!!
zach knew the way to his classroom, because we were up there last week for supply drop off night. after observing his teacher that evening he informed me that he already "had the hang" of her. :)
i let him lead the way to class, and when we got there, one of his classmates was red faced and crying. i hadn't prepared myself for crying. it took me by surprise, then zach looked at me and said "what's his problem?" as i was explaining, his teacher came over and said
"hi zach, let me show you to your seat!"
to which he replied "i already know where it is." and headed that direction.
"can i get a hug and a kiss?" i asked. he half-heartedly complied and gave me a quick hug and kiss then bounced off to his seat.
"bye zach" i called to him as i was walking out the door. he didn't even look my direction, already coloring the picture in front of him.
okay then. and i left.
when i picked him up, of course he didn't have much to say about his day.
"it was fun." was all i could get out of him. okay, fine. that's good enough for me.
he couldn't remember, or didn't want to talk about anything they did. but he did oblige me when i asked what his very favorite part of the day was.
"nap time."
"really?"
"yeah."
"what was fun about nap time?"
"it wasn't fun, it was funny."
"it was?"
"yeah, someone tooted and we couldn't stop laughing."
"nice."
then he proceeded to laugh the rest of the way home.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
note to self...
Monday, August 10, 2009
oh no... there's a name for what i am
i'm not ashamed. or, maybe i am just a little.
i had seen movie, and enjoyed it. though the novel was very similar to the movie... i found it much more intriguing. so, i picked up the second novel in the austin airport.
i read it that evening... unable to put it down.
it's not the norm for me to stay up past 10 pm at the latest. however, i couldn't go to sleep. i couldn't believe it when the clock read 5 am, as i finished 'new moon', and turned out the light. i fell in love with the characters.
besides the fun and mystical aspect of the supernatural... the romance is beyond anything i've ever read. yes, austenites.... even jane wasn't able to provoke the same raw gut wrenching emotions.
the next day i purchased the the final two books and had completed the entire saga by the end of the week. the second and fourth book are my favorites.book one - twilight - is a prelude... getting to know the characters and relationship development
book two - new moon - is beyond words.... a heart breaking tear jerkerbook three - eclipse - is more plot development
and book four - breaking dawn - is the ultimate ending. i cried tears of joy. okay, i sobbed. jerking.. violent... sobs.really, i did.
don't shake your head at me... you don't know.
so. needless to say i am quite impressed with the author and wait in anxious anticipation with all the tweens for the release of the movie sequel.if you can't wait either... you can enter to win premiere tickets here:
http://apps.facebook.com/twilightprizes/?refuid=585350339
Monday, April 13, 2009
it's been a while...
Thursday, February 26, 2009
ahhhh... now i remember
feeling a bit out of touch, i tuned in to american idol last night.
at first, i thought something was wrong with my television speakers... but the judges confirmed it was the contestants and not my tv. the first three were beyond painful to watch.
i turned off the tv, but after a few minutes couldn't withstand my curiosity and turned it back on.... i had to see if they were ALL going to be as terrible.
i should have left it off.
THAT GUY! what is up with that weird-o guy? i felt like i was lost in the twilight zone... or possibly had tuned into a mad tv spoof of a.i.... unfortunately it was legit, and i needed a shower after his act, i was all kinds of creeped out.
the red-head was good. really good. and the last guy, decent but but it was too little to late for me. i'm off tv again. i'm stickin' to my weekend viewing of dvr'd bones episodes.
on the plus side, i got to see the following commercial, which in my opinion was the best thing on tv last night. z and i rewound it and watched it about five times. it just doesn't get old.
Friday, February 20, 2009
running on empty...
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
song of the moment
... and to all the moms out there as well.
thanks to my sister, i had the privilege of hearing this performed live. i cried then and every time i've heard it since.
hotel life
would anyone like to volunteer to live my life for a few days so i can check out. just a few days, that's all i need.
Sunday, February 8, 2009
chicken fried bacon
after that heart attack, z and i split steak and eggs... complete with country fries and grits...
topped off with some of the best pancakes ever served.
i haven't eaten since that meal .... and i'm still not hungry.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
the strangeness of timing
yep.
took about five minutes, no exaggeration.
it seems odd. you spend countless days... years... trying to make things work. trying so hard, day after day, hour after hour, minute after... well you get the point.
and then you stand before a judge who says one sentence and booya... marriage dissolved.
kinda crazy.
i'm not sad that it's over... i mean i'm past that point. it had to be done, there was no more questioning that. i do feel like i'm all of a sudden 33 and have no idea how i got here. time flys when you're having fun... it vaporizes when you're not.
anyway.
tonight zach and i popped some popcorn and watched the incredibles. out of no where he says, "hmm, that's weird. why does dash's daddy live with him and his mommy? that's weird, huh?"
i was speechless for a moment... then i reverted back to the big purple dinosaur years and remembered the song about different types of families.
"no, zach. it's not so weird. there are all kinds of families. blah blah blah and stuff..." i told him bunch of crap i didn't really believe and that it was all okay.
i guess it is. sorta.
anyway, it's just a strange feeling.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
the boy who cried bee... and the mom who didn't listen
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
D.A.D. frustrations
my son's dad is such a jackass.
three months ago i began informing him of a special event at our son's school that was held yesterday morning. all the dad's were invited to come early and have breakfast with their kids.
last week i sent him three email reminders and called at least twice to make sure he would be able to make it. monday night i called with one final reminder. of course he had forgotten, with the excuse "i have people coming in the morning anyway so i wouldn't have been able to make it."
typical planning failure on his part.
so, after making him feel like the scum of the earth (which has been my role for the past five years) ... he agrees that he should make the event with z.
he shows up to pick z up at 7:15, the event begins at 7:30. With plenty of time to make it, he decides to doddle.
doddling, that's what i call it. he is an expert doddler. our entire eight years together, we've never been anywhere on time... because just as we're heading out the door the doddling begins. it is the most frustrating i've ever experienced.
so tuesday morning he comes in, spends about ten minutes in the bathroom, then heads to the back yard to smoke a cigarette and make a phone call. for at least twenty minutes z and i wait by the door, back pack in tow and coat on... just waiting.
meanwhile the stress and anxiety is building in me.... i can actually feel it bubbling up my spine.
finally... they load in the car. with the car running and z all buckled up, he stands outside for another cigarette break then finally off they go.
i pick up z from school and ask how "donuts with dad" went?
z: "it made me sad, we didn't get to eat any donuts."
m: "um... what??"
z: "they ate all the donuts before we got there"
m: "oh, i'm sorry baby, what did you eat?"
z: "nothing, daddy just took me to my classroom"
so... we made a stop by krispy kream for some donuts with mom time.
later i called his dad to find out what the crap went on. apparently they got there 35 minutes late to a 30 minute event. typical.
also typical was the response from a man incapable of owing responsibility for anything.... "well if they had provided enough donuts there wouldn't have been a problem. who has something like this without enough food?"
and he wonders why i begin reminding him of things months in advance. i wonder too now... it obviously does no good.
sigh
thanks for listening
Sunday, January 25, 2009
i fell in love with a turtle today
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
so... he's human afterall
i decided to put aside my disdain for barack obama today and watch the presidential inauguration. the feeling i'm left with is bitter-sweet.
i've come to the realization that my dislike for obama is not based on his political views as much as his personal choices, associations, values, and beliefs.
Monday, January 12, 2009
it's party time!
as i was shopping around on line, i stumbled onto some pretty interesting bachelorette party items.... some of which were just laugh-out-loud hilarious! there is not a single thing that has not been made in the shape of male and female anatomy. lots of it is just raunchy and gross... but i have to share the following link, simply because i hate to laugh alone.
out of everything, my favorite is the macaweenie and cheese. bwahahahahahaa!
if you don't think you can handle it... don't click.
http://www.bachelorettesuperstore.com/page/100/CTGY/6000
oh, and not to worry... i didn't order anything. :)
Saturday, January 3, 2009
the new wiggle
this morning was our first time to see the new yellow wiggle, sam wiggle.
i like him, i think he's great.
zach just started laughing when he saw him.
z: "look at his head mommy... what happened to his head?"
m: "it's a different guy zach, greg got sick and so this is the new yellow wiggle. i like him, don't you?"
z: "nope, i sure don't"
we went through the same thing when joe replaced steve on blues clues. he'll adjust.